Sometimes things happends in life that you really never expected to happend.
Something good for a change, it's almost that I wonder, what's the catch? I mean when will things turn around to go to the other direction? Because right now it feels really good.

Really tired this morning, I just want to sleep.. but tomorrow I have one day off!! And it's so annoying, everyday this week I have woken up like 15 minutes before my alarm goes off, and I have got back to sleep, but been so damn tired when I have woken up again, so today, like every other day this week, I got up when I woke up. Thought maybe I wasn't going to be that tired.. I was wrong!

Don't know what happened to this week.. have been working every day, Haven't been home alone one evening this week, tonight I'm going to a hockey game.. and tomorrow.. well have some plans than as well.. don't know when exactly yet though.
And this weekend I'm working.. when will I have time to relax? lol

I don't know how I'm going to survive this day.
I'm so tired. Every little piece of me is tired, I'm so tired that it hurts.
This weeks takes a lot of energy from you at work, long days and it's always a lot to do.
working ..

• monday 3.30pm - 8.30mpm
• tuesday 11am - 8.30pm
• wednesday 11am - 8.30pm
• thursday 7am - 3pm
• friday 7am - 3pm

maybe it doesn't sound THAT hard, but than you haven't been at my work... and it's always really hard to get up at thursday morning since it's so hard to go to sleep when you get home. Usually it takes a couple of hours before you can sleep.

Well I better go and get ready for work.. :)

When someone from your past shows up after not having that much contact the past year, a lot of mixed feelings comes back. I was mad at that person for a long time. Now, well I do see things from a different view, I can't say that I'm still mad at this person.
However you get kinda surprised when you hear from that person and that person gives you a mix of a lot of signals... esp when I'm not sure how I feel.
That made me a little confused since I didn't know exactly how to act when I talked to that person.
But slowly I started to feel more and more what I wanted. And I must say that that felt good.
Even if I knew how I felt, I still didn't know what kind of feelings that person had, just because of our past ... I didn't want any misunderstanding.
But I do know my feelings regarding this whole situation, which feels good.

Just testing to see if I can blog from my phone.

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and it worked! That's cool!

I'm still kinda confused, and I actually don't know if it's in a good way or bad way.
And what I also feel surprised about was that when I heard from this person, I didn't feel
angry at all. But at the same time I don't know how I feel about it.
I'm a little confused, but we'll see what happends.

confused.com that's me at the moment.
It's so weird that things from your past can show
up again.
To be honest, I don't know right now how I feel about it.
Time will tell.